About three times I week I decide to delete my Facebook account.
I call my best friend:
“I’m going off Facebook.”
“Oh great, I should do that too.”
She knows I’m full of shit.
I imagine all of the life-enriching consequences: All that free time! A break from my computer screen! A unique, non-digital identity!
But Wait! What if someone gets married or engaged? How will I know when to feel bad about myself?
I call my best friend:
“I can’t do it.”
“It’s o.k., maybe next time.”
At the Hanoi Cooking Centre in Hanoi, Vietnam, Priyan, Parker and I are taking a break from rice paper rolling and banana flower chopping. I’m eying three giant cookie sheets lined with freshly baked chocolate cookies. I haven’t seen a cookie in two and a half weeks. My first thought is to stash a couple of them in the front of my dress and sneak out to the patio to eat them.
Somehow, I resist.
As I’m ogling and drooling, a tiny Vietnamese man appears. He’s an inch or two taller than me and weighs maybe eighty pounds. I’m wondering how he ended up here, and not on the disney theme park circuit playing Tinkerbell.
He bounds in front of us wearing a flour-dusted black Cooking Centre apron.
“Do you want a cookie?”
Yes. He speaks my language.
“I like to bake cookies and put them on my Facebook.”
I almost fell over.
I am on the other side of the world having a magical moment at the intersection of globalization and social media.
I look up at my friends and I see their acknowledgement. This guy is my Southeast Asian soulmate.
I squeal with delight, “I bake cookies and put them on MY facebook**!” We jump up and down uncontrollably yelling nonsense back and forth. The words don’t matter. We are having a moment of pure, human connection.
Our cooking instructor calls us back to attention at the front of the kitchen. I reluctantly leave my new friend behind.
When class is over, we head upstairs to feast on our creations. I look longingly towards the oven in the back of the kitchen hoping to get a glimpse of my Vietnamese keebler elf.
I sigh, it was good while it lasted.
Then, at the top of the staircase, I see him, beaming.
LET’S BE FACEBOOK FRIENDS! I scream in his face without even greeting him, “hello.”
With complete sincerity and uncensored satisfaction he says, “really? that would make me so happy.”
Minutes later me and Link are Facebook official, posing for our first tagged photo together, still overwhelmed by the joy of the entire experience.
Before we leave, my new friend invites us out for a beer with him in Hanoi to celebrate Vietnamese Independence Day.
When we say goodbye, I squeeze Link extra tight. I hold him in the space of our similarity, in awe of our unlikely exchange, moved by the first-hand experience of the truth that, deep down, we are all the same.
I traveled all the way to Vietnam, to finally find something beautiful, positive and life-affirming, on Facebook.
** I love to bake. I bake cookies. Frequently. I’ve never once put them on my Facebook. But my ideal self does. She posts exquisite shots of perfectly rounded, delicately browned, elegantly arranged chocolate chip cookies. In that honest moment with Link, my ideal self was talking.